I'm crying so much
And thinking so much
Being alone so much
Not speaking so much, that I
Have quite a lot of clarity in how I'm thinking
And I have a lot of anger
And I was thinking also about
You analysing the dream that I had
About the end of the world
And you said it's about acceptance
And I was like, okay, sure, we'll see what happens
And the thing that is happening right now
And also a new kind of thing
That my anger is coming from, is me realising
Okay, I am autistic, and it's actually - I'm angry because I...
I'm working really hard to fit into a world that was not made for me
To follow these systems that were not made for me
That clash literally with my core
And I'm coming to terms with it
Soon Come Soon