Ylntj - (Pain in my head) Lyrics

Got this pain in my head, that shit be f*ckin' up my mental
I done lost my dawg, now I'm outside with my pistol
I got them evil thoughts, they keep on telling' me go with em
I'ma go some day, can't go right now, I'm gettin' chicken

I might go away, can't go too far, cause moonie trippin
It's like 3 a.m., I get a text, say, how you feelin'
I ignore that shit, I know it cost to hear my feelings
If I died today, just throw my blicky in the river

Why they take my dawg? I'm reminiscin' bout my niggas
I done lost it all, ain't got it back, so why you trippin'
Made some sacrifices, now I got some money in my bridges
Keep that lame shit from around me , i dont know none you niggas

Y'all some hoes, they say, you'll get over it
You'll get over it, you'll find another life to live
Me and twin, we get lit, catch a opp, then he gon' die
My lil' shooter, trained to kill, I send the blitz , then he gon' ride

I can't even pop a pill, it made me think about the guys
Made me think about the guys, got this pain in my head
That shit be f*ckin' up my mental, I done lost my dawg
Now I'm outside with my pistol, I got them evil thoughts

They keep on telling go with em',, imma go some day
Can't go right now, I'm gettin' checked, I might go away
Can't go too far, cause moonie trippin', it's like three a.m
I see a text, say, how you feelin'? I a ignore that shit

I know it cost to hear my feelings
If I died today, just throw my blicky in the river
I'm mobbin' with my killers