Yna - yet Lyrics

I'm trying so hard not to lose
But lately it's all I ever do

It's hard to resist the fall
When there's no one for me to call
Heaven give me a sign
That it's not my time

Cos I'm holding my breath
To feel more than what life had promised me
Convinced that I'm fine
But truth is I'm not where I wanna be

I'm just not there yet
No I'm just not there yet

Wish I was enough
In my eyes
Instead of
Living a dream
That's not mine

But it's hard to resist the waves
When I found comfort in losing days
I hate to admit
I've fallen adrift

So I'm holding the rope
To feel less of what life had promised me
Convinced I'm alright
But truth is I'm not who I wanna be

I'm just not there yet
No I'm just not there yet

No I wasn't meant for this
Tell me, would I even be missed?
Cos my hands were made from war
They were never built to hold
All the stars
To my demons,
I fold all my cards

I'm just not there yet
(I'm not there yet)
(Please don't forget)
(I'm still trying)
Maybe someday I'll make it soon
But for now just let me lose