YngSky - haunted Lyrics

Have you ever wondered what it might be like to fly
Touch the big blue with my tippie toes I'm on cloud nine
Running toward the irrational thought inside my mind
Thoughts I thought I never would have again I left behind
Who do I want to be today I don't even know
I pick my personal convictions everyday like eeny meeny miny moe
Relapse and jump into the deep of the pool Geronimo
I must be an animal

These addictions I thought I let em go
And I did but their ghosts haunt me in my head
And I'm running from my own skin
Oh
How many days can I repent before I give in again
Fight or flee I do not know
How do I turn from these sins that don't understand
It must be inevitable
That I give in a let go
God help me not to let go
These addictions I thought I let em go
And I did but their ghosts haunt me in my head
And I'm running from my own skin
Oh
How many days can I repent before I give in again
Fight or flee I do not know
How do I turn from these sins that don't understand
It must be inevitable
That I give in a let go
God help me not to let go

My ice cold heart it make the brain a freezer
The thoughts I've had they make me feel a heathen
I cry out to God I need truer teaching
People don't see the pain like internal bleeding
Oh
I feel that I've been on my own
When I am all alone
Let those sms hit my phone
Depression got me on my nose
I been always tripping about the lack of water up in my hose
I need a douse of dose of that holy fountain that is within my soul
And Stop Reaching for the numbness that makes me out of my own control

These addictions I thought I let em go
And I did but their ghosts haunt me in my head
And I'm running from my own skin
Oh
How many days can I repent before I give in again
Fight or flee I do not know
How do I turn from these sins that don't understand
It must be inevitable
That I give in a let go
God help me not to let go
These addictions I thought I let em go
And I did but their ghosts haunt me in my head
And I'm running from my own skin Oh
How many days can I repent before I give in again
Fight or flee I do not know
How do I turn from these sins that don't understand
It must be inevitable
That I give in a let go
God help me not to let go