Suicidal thoughts coming from broken hearts
Thinking bout the end before it even starts
Silencing my thoughts cause you don't want to talk
Hit the drum pad with my heart let the beat go hard
Add some fire to the heat like its been my job
Ask my blessings in the skies when the pain gon stop
I don't like to talk a lot but I talk to God
He look down at me and say boy when the beat gon drop
Boy when the beat gon drop
Boy when the beat gon drop
Boy when the beat gon drop
I've been waiting for the day
That I no longer feel this pain
Until that day comes
Until that day comes
I'll let my heart beat drop
Heart beat drop
Heart beat drop
Heart beat drop
I'll let my heart beat drop
Tell me what does it feel like when you lose a soul
Emotional overload the way I lose control
So many people around me but I feel alone
Summer slowly approaching but I'm feeling cold
Lost in the stars when I would look in your eyes
Now I'm lost in the dark yea I can't see the light
Remember all the times that I would call you mine
But this ain't monopoly deal I aint tryna be sly
I've been choking on my pride with whats unspoken in my mind
Joking all the time just to show them that I'm fine
Chosen for this life and yet I know not what is mine
Broken up inside just for a token of your time
Token of your time
Token of your time
Broken up inside just for a token of your time
I've been waiting for the day
That I no longer feel this pain
Until that day comes
Until that day comes
I'll let my heart beat drop
Heart beat drop
Heart beat drop
Heart beat drop
I'll let my heart beat drop