YoungSonny - Up Right Now Lyrics

Hey, we take flights out the country

We take flights out the country

I ain't been asleep in three days
And these niggas tryna play me

I been asking for a blessing
For somebody to come save me

I been battling with depression
And it seem like the world hate me

Suicidal attempts, man
Somebody come and take me

Kept it solid with you niggas
And provided for these bitches

Yall done turned me to a monster
Now my heart just cold and vicious

I been sliding with ambition
Caught a lot of niggas slipping
Went from the hottest in the kitchen
To me flying over bridges

Lately I been having chest pains
Waking up to cold sweats

Keeping all my demons
Seeming ain't giving these hoes sex

I been in that water
These niggas scared to get they toes wet

And I'm just tryna stack my change
They keep asking how I ain't fold yet
And I been on my own

Got a group full of people

I'm still feeling alone
Got a hundred problems
And they tryna knock me out my zone
I been feeling bad

Took my pain and stuck it in a song
I can hear my granny in my dreams
Tryna call me home
And I see these demons in my sleep

Tryna take my throne
If you in my life
For you to leave
Then please leave me alone

Dont message me
Don't DM me
And please don't call my phone
Yall done left my heart of stone
My soul just lost forever gone

Forever right up in my heart
When I do things, love
I held it down from the start
Whenever you came up

I kept it solid on my part
My nigga, you changed up
Now you can't ask me for a dollar
I don't do change, love

Forever right up in my heart
When I do things, love
I held it down from the start
Whenever you came up

I kept it solid on my part
My nigga, you changed up
Now you can't ask me for a dollar
I don't do change, love

I don't trust nobody
Cause not all attentions are pure
I've been hurt too many times
Hurt people, hurt people
Don't blame me, blame my demons

I done felt the pain and the heartaches
I'm tired of drowning in these heartbreaks
I'm drowning in my emotions

I keep that hammer on my side
So I ain't sliding when I'm totin
We got this, yeah
That's my favorite slogan

I took that to the death with me
And anybody that ain't sliding with me
Is a threat to me
I've been riding by myself

Cause I don't need no f*cking casualties
Negativity off in my ear and
White folks tryna hassle me
They tryna lock me up

In prison cause I protected my family
I've been on the road to riches
Tryna get it back
And I ain't going to no parties

I ain't into that
I don't know why these bitches start me
I'ma finish fast
I've been kicked in my ass

My heart been ripped in half

Forever right up in my heart
When I do things, love
I held it down from the start

Whenever you came up
I kept it solid on my part
My nigga, you changed up
Now you can't ask me for a dollar

I don't do change, love
Forever right up in my heart
When I do things, love
I held it down from the start

Whenever you came up
I kept it solid on my part
My nigga, you changed up
Now you can't ask me for a dollar

I don't do change, love
Ayy, beloved
Let me tell you something about me
See, it's hard for me to trust people

Because I done been through so much
I done been kicked in my ass, you heard me
My heart been used to shit paper
So, you gotta forgive me

If it's hard for me to trust
Sometimes I can't trust myself