Yeah, you know, ion think y'all really understand
The shit that I been going through lately
So I put em on this track so y'all know wassup
You feel me, yeah it's crazy, Still Lit
I woke up praying God, Ain't nun bad arrived
I'm happy to be alive, but sometimes I don't like it
But This how I feel, just know it's real I be feeling week
Every time it's here, I be shedding tears
When no ones here, can not say a word
Kept it all in me, Just know it's real
Like how I feel, Anxiety this shit is for real I know you feel me
Your shoe won't fit me, how bout be me
I gave my soul to Jesus, now I'm waiting on Yeesus
I'm killing myself on these drugs, digging myself into dust
I hate this feeling this way, cannot communicate
Feel like I'm in a cage, All I wanna do is fade away Now
I'm expressing my feels, I hope this shit give you chills
You'll feel the pain when I speak, but you will never understand the topic
All of my life wanna do right, wanna feel loved again
Wanna involved again, in all my family plans
I don't wanna lose again Now I cannot stay sober
I love moving slower Trap in Sarasota, bet yeah we taking over
Screamin out f*ck 12, f*ck 12, I got 12 around me
Talm bout myselves, 1, 2, 10 angels around me
Yessuh i got 10 Angels around me "On my life I'm humbled
Be seeing my tomb ohh
Crazy how life can go make you know yourself and change grow"
I woke up praying God, Ain't nun bad arrived
I'm happy to be alive, but sometimes I don't like it
But This how I feel, just know it's real I be feeling week
Every time it's here, I be shedding tears
When no ones here, can not say a word
Kept it all in me, Just know it's real
Like how I feel, Anxiety this shit is for real I know you feel me
Your shoe won't fit me, how bout be me
How I feel feeling wavy, all the bitches wanna hey me,
All the niggas wanna hate on me
Why all the police wanna caged me
No, I cannot be polite, f*ck you, n your rights
Hardly gon take no advice, cause myself n I
Gon handle the price, How I feel, lotta pain
Man this shit so insane, I can't really say a thing
Cause myself i blame through all the pains, I'm doing ight okay
In myself I have some faith, niggas tryna teach me hate
I can't never be a fake My foot really be on that gas
My lips really be on that gas, my dick really be on her ass
I be smoking to f*ck the stress I wanna win so bad
I wanna live that life nobody thought I like
I wanna be that guy, just lemme live my life
Just lemme live my life , just lemme live my life
Just lemme live my life