Leave the door open
I do not feel safe in this house
Just like I've stolen
Every bit of money you had
And I keep getting caught in the cobwebs
In every corner of your room
I let the fire spread out I'm hopeless
That we'll be out of here in time.
In this home,
We're alone,
Keep calm,
I lost control.
Leave me some space I need to think again,
About last time, you said you needed this.
I have to interpret this with my own mind,
The way I feel, the way I breathe, the way I lose count.
And you can keep collecting the words I write to you
I wasted my ink on so many poems, so many letters,
And I don't own them, they're in your shelter,
But it's fine, I'll build my future, I'll build my power.
So many sentences exist so I can feel better
So many sentences exist so I can feel better
And you know well I keep looking at myself through your eyes
And I know for certain: you're just me in disguise
Keep walking straight; I don't want to find you on my path,
Walking on yours feels like stomping on soft glass.
I'm sorry, I have to break it to you,
But I will never ever feel safe in that house of yours
In this home,
We're alone,
Keep calm,
I lost control.