eventually Video (MV)

I want you to want me but I should know better
Think things to death then they change like the weather
Seek validation get it from whoever
Desire before logic is this just for pleasure

And my lack of conscience is concerning
There's things about myself I'm learning
Stare at the moon think of what ifs and maybes
Acting on impulse end up pushing daisies

I'm f*cked up for this but I can't find it in me
To feel any way don't care if this shit hurts me
Open yourself drop your walls when you're faded
Said that I'm dangerous can't you be persuaded

I'm struck by the notion
That this door is closing
I just second guess myself
I don't wanna sleep alone
Hear you breathing on the phone
We'll find out eventually

I want you to want me but I should know better
Think things to death then they change like the weather
Seek validation get it from whoever
Desire before logic is this just for pleasure

And my lack of conscience is disturbing
There's things about myself I'm learning
Stare at the moon think of what ifs and maybes
Acting on impulse end up pushing daisies

I don't care what you think of me
Or maybe that's a lie
I don't care when I drink I see what I want
Those diamond eyes

And this feeling oh it grows in my veins
A pulse in my chest I'm finding hard to explain
She dug her nails deep in my skin
Can't trust myself we shouldn't let this begin