Yung Dak - Sorry I Don't Open Up Lyrics

I dont really share bout myself anymore
So sorry if dont open up
If music is the only door
Then why am I still stuck
I lie to myself
I cry to myself
I figure out everything wrong with myself
Why cant I open up that door
I'm stuck, and I cant figure out why im here
I feel like death is coming, i'm the only one thats near

Oh dear, If dont make it out alive
Then tell with my pride
Tell all that I tried
Oh dear, if I fall off the edge
Then tell all the rest
That I give them my best

I'm stuck, and I can't figure out why im here
I'm drowning in my tears
Why is there so much to fear
Running from things that i cant escape
When I needed help the hero hung up his cape
I feel like the future is coming
I feel like the future is here
I feel like the storm is coming
I wonder when it'll be clear
I've been stuck in my head for too long
How long can I keep this up
I've been drowning in the waters of my wrongs
And I, dont think I'll swim up
I can think of a thousand times where I thought that I was strong
I can think of a thousand songs I've wrote trying to show my love
But i guess that I was never enough