Yung Delirious - In Love (Prod. Opium Lights) Lyrics

I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna fall for you
I don't wanna fall for you
I don't wanna fall for you
But I do
I don't wanna fade away
I don't wanna fade away
I don't wanna fade away
I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna be in love
But it's true

Messin' with these girls doesn't mean I moved on
Never know what you have until it's all gone
Thought that I was right but I was mad wrong
All I got now are these sad rap songs
Half my time I spend lying to myself
The other half I spend it writing to myself
Wonder why I'm getting f*cked over and over again until I write it all out or cry to myself
This time around I'm sure it was karma
But all the other times I never did shit to harm her
You were takin' shots
But I was your armor
Gun to my heart
Man I never shoulda armed her
I never really drank to escape the pain
But I did last night, man that shit was insane
But it's got me worried all about my status
What if it's the start of a brand new habit?
And I'm not depressed
But I've been down lately
Lost all who cared
And they ain't found lately
Used to have love
But now they all hate me
If I take another shot
Well who is gonna blame me?
I'm lost without you
I may sound crazy
Even though you f*cked me up
I'd take you back baby
This shit ain't gone away
I think about it daily
But if I had to guess
You prolly think about me vaguely

You don't realize what you did to me
You changed me as a person
I used to search for the one
Used to search for that feeling
I used to believe in love
And I still do believe in it
But now I want nothing to do with it
I don't want that shit anywhere near me anymore
It's because of you
(I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna fall for you
I don't wanna fall for you
I don't wanna fall for you
But I do
I don't wanna fade away
I don't wanna fade away
I don't wanna fade away
I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna be in love
But it's true)

Dear
I just wanted to say one last time how thankful I am to have you in my life
I know we talk like we'll always keep in contact after tonight and hopefully we do
But just in case this is the last time we ever see each other, I wanted to write you this letter
This last week, month has been hella crazy
The moments ranging from turning up, to senior prank, to the quiet, peaceful talks we had in the car, all of them Have been amazing with you. Even doing nothing is still fun when I'm with you
I know I'll eventually move on, but honestly I don't want to
No matter how much pain it brings me I still don't want to
It doesn't sound logical, but who said love is logical?
Either way no matter what separate paths we take in life just remember you deserve the best... even if that means You'll never be with me
God knows I don't deserve you and I'm sure that's why we never happened, but I just want to see you happy. Even If I have to suffer because of it

Much love
Jason