Yung Delirious - Losing Myself (feat. Abbey Sykes) [Prod. JMK] Lyrics

It is what it is until it isn't anymore
The gist is the gist until you pass out on the floor
Your heart's full of heart until it's ripped out at the core
Til it's just your only goal to get rich and then to score
The sacrifice in mind
I hope it's worth the pain
Would I rather lose it all
Because hurts to gain?
All hours of the day
I work till I'm insane
Forget guns and drugs
I put a verse up to my brain
And shoot, reload, exhausted, then collapse
And you wonder why I feel distraughted in my raps
Don't give myself no time to feel
Don't give myself no time to heal
Liquor in my pocket
Only thing in life that might seem real
Just take another shot
Yeah to numb the pain
Write another song
About your Lois Lane
Don't try to fix your problems
Leave 'em in the grey
Forget the ones that love you
No more time to even pray

Seems like I'm losin' myself
Seems like I'm crying for help
Seems like I'm flying to hell
Seems like I'm losin myself

Seems like I'm losin' me
Denial is my answer
I don't even talk to my grandma
Though she has cancer
Opened up my eyes
What the f*ck is wrong with me?
Filling up with lies
It's like my conscience has just gone to sleep
Shut down
Goodbye
F*ck the right path
I'd rather take a dose
And grab the wheel
Until I might crash
'Cause if I do
At least then I'll be gone
No more Jason D
No more mad depressive songs
A side of me is gone
I've lost this care I know
The side of me that's wrong
Is takin' over every dose
There's a me inside
Beyond every care I show
But It's sittin' here askin
Myself "Where'd the hell I go?"

Seems like I'm losin' myself
Seems like I'm crying for help
Seems like I'm flying to hell
Seems like I'm losin' myself

I've been on my own way for so long
I forgot who I was at the start of it all
Trying to change myself for so long
Never realized till the end of the song

Seems like I'm losin' myself
Seems like I'm crying for help
Seems like I'm flying to hell
Seems like I'm losin' myself