Yung Delirious - Mason and Kate (Prod. Wonder Beats) Lyrics

It started with a boy
Let's call him Mason
He had a big heart
Though the problems he was facin'
Were bigger than his drive
Went thru life just racin'
With no finish line
No chance to make it
Back in the day used to crush on a girl
Lets call her Kate, she was his world
But she never gave time and she never gave lines
But he loved her eyes and he loved her lies
But he couldn't see the bigger picture
The time that he wasted on her
Never translated into shit
He gave up being honors
Sacrifice this dude would make
Just to prove that he was worthy
Shit was so ridiculous
Turned into jail time he was serving
But his heart fell heavy into a pit of dark
With the smallest hope of winnin' her heart
Little did he know that chance fell apart
Before their first words, doomed from the start
But she still used him just like a toy
Lowkey she had another boy
But she couldn't tell him that, she liked the joy
That it brought her, she loved the ploy
But it took him too long to realize
That he was blind, couldn't see the lies
Blinded by a feelin' that he couldn't describe
The butterflies he got inside
"Why does this happen to good guys?"
He would ask himself everytime he cried
Over this chick with no demise
Who used him and took all his pride
But he was still a sucker for her
And he felt no shame
Till she put a knife up to his vein
In hopes that he could feel the pain

But see this dude he was kinda special
Not "all the way there" his life was dreadful
Stuck inside his brain there's no fault, is it?
Nah Mason was actually autistic
But no matter what, he'd still love her
Regardless of the hate that they would smother
Him with hate and say they're lovers
Then turn it around to say to his mother
That they're in love and it's all great
Then turn back to him with tortured hate
All because of his mental state
Nobody helped mason til it's too late
But he didn't know
That's the thing he didn't know
That what all they were doing
Wasn't right, he didn't know
He knew that he felt bad
But there's no place for his feelings
If only he had told someone close
To help him with his healing
But he thought he was wrong
He thought he'd be shunned
Just like every other time
In the gym beaten up
So he never told a soul
He just pulled out a gun
Mom heard two shots
And boom they're done
Then Mason's mother came out yellin'
"Mason what'd you do?"
And he turned to her and said
"Mom, I'm sorry but you hurt me too."