Fighting Pain Video (MV)

(Drum Dummie)

Yeah
Ayy, I been tryna dream big but nobody seem to see the picture
I started makin' money, everybody say I'm actin' different
I was down on my dick, broke as f*ck, nobody was f*ckin' with me
I started servin' on that corner, told myself I had to go and get it
F*ck what I'm goin' through, I be smilin', but I'm steady fightin' pain (fightin' pain)
I'm steady walkin' through the rain (through the rain)
Niggas clipped my brothers, I swear my feelings changed (changed)
Ever since June 5th I swear my life ain't been the same (oh)

My mind in the drought and my body full of scars
Whilst everybody was doubtin' me, you ain't think I was gon' make it far
Ain't none of the shit was easy but you know I had it hard
I put all of myself in a dark place, even though I ain't good
I tell 'em mama straight

Moment of silence when I speak (when I speak, ayy)
I voiced my pain from the streets (f*ck it)
Hard ass lil' boy, I'm just a child from the streets (I'm from the streets)
My daddy wasn't home, so mammy and block raised me (raised me)
I open my third eye (third eye)
And on my mind is murda (murda)
And you still don't get it
I was born in this shit I ain't have time to pick and choose
I had to rob me some niggas, I tied 'em and beat up shoes
I was in the trap, y'all was in school (what?)
I miss the time when we was all in (all in)
They all went left, I started ballin' (started ballin')
Locked in that cell I was starvin'
Ain't picked me up when I was fallin'
And everybody turned against me

Ayy, I been tryna dream big but nobody seem to see the picture
I started makin' money, everybody say I'm actin' different
I was down on my dick, broke as f*ck, nobody was f*ckin' with me
I started servin' on that corner, told myself I had to go and get it
F*ck what I'm goin' through, I be smilin', but I'm steady fightin' pain (fightin' pain)
I'm steady walkin' through the rain (through the rain)
Niggas clipped my brothers, I swear my feelings changed (changed)
Ever since June 5th I swear my life ain't been the same (oh)

I'm steady reminiscin' 'bout it all ('bout it all)
For every rat in the world I'm screamin' f*ck all of y'all (f*ck all you niggas)
You tellin' on your day one, I can't respect it (can't respect it)
What type of nigga would I be if I ain't check it? (I gotta check it)
But f*ck it, I got so much shit up on my plate
I looked out for so many niggas who ain't even see if I was straight
I supplied everythin' at the table, I ain't make sure that I ate
My love turnin' into hate
My grass still full of snakes, nobody real I'm tired of fakes
Royal ass nigga, know I miss you my nigga
Even though he called you home, I'm still with you my nigga
I think about you all day, I'm sheddin' tears for you brother
Won't let nobody disrespect, I still'll kill for you brother

Ayy, I been tryna dream big but nobody seem to see the picture
I started makin' money, everybody say I'm actin' different
I was down on my dick, broke as f*ck, nobody was f*ckin' with me
I started servin' on that corner, told myself I had to go and get it
F*ck what I'm goin' through, I be smilin', but I'm steady fightin' pain (fightin' pain)
I'm steady walkin' through the rain (through the rain)
Niggas clipped my brothers, I swear my feelings changed (changed)
Ever since June 5th I swear my life ain't been the same (oh)

My mind in the drought and my body full of scars
Whilst everybody was doubtin' me, you ain't think I was gon' make it far
Ain't none of the shit was easy but you know I had it hard
I put all of myself in a dark place, even though I ain't good
I tell 'em mama straight