Yvng Nova - RLT Lyrics

So I was all up in my room yeah
Thinking bout some better ways to spend the new year
I was so sick of getting pissed and being clueless
Watching from the other side and lacking view

Cuz I didn't no what to do
Looking like a fool
Never had the tools I wanted
To show my talent to world and make it move
My closet had not one thing on it
That a man could use
To boost his self confidence while niggas had the juice

Damn
Watching these people with cars and better lives yeah
I wanna be like the stars I idolize yeah
I want it so bad I start to loose my mind
Trying to make it big and send chills down your spine as you listen

With days spent praying and wishing
Waiting for a vision, I might go insane with stained intentions
Been finding ways to escape depression
But some days man, my brain just mentions
I ain't ever been rich like them