Z-Ro - Still in My Life Lyrics

[Z-Ro:]
Niggas be screaming Z-Ro, how does it feel to be a ceo
But I don't know, cause I can't get a set of keys to the studio
And I know my fanbase is probably tired of me talking about the struggle
But since I resurrected time all the niggas don't want to see me bubble
Should I be mad at my friends, that's what Pac said
Unload my clip my ruger ripping till they drop dead
I don't give a f*ck about a buddy he don't really love me
So it ain't no love for these niggaz there's only love for money
Paranoid like a defendant in a murder trial
Plus I seen an affidavit signatured in cursive style
Motherf*ckas b tattletellin like they takin names
So when they take there sunday drive I'll b takin aim
Pressure to pian, are you able to maintain, where the sun don't shine
On a daily basis I hear shots but H.P.D. don't mind
Cause they figure we'll kill eachother by 2000 and 2
But f*ck the streets jesus our praises due to you
Only if they knew, this is my life

[Chorus:]
This is my liiiiiiiiife
Surviving in the struggle, living so shife
This is my liiiiiiiiife
When will I get to bubble, living so shife

[Z-Ro:]
Ain't no waking up in the morning because I'm still awoke
Previous past tense events got a nigga ready to kill folks
But I can't lose focus, got my heart set on heaven
But I was a problem child running wild, for a nigga with a mac 11
I keep my friends and enemies closer than a mother and daughter
They'll sacrifice you like a lamb that gets slaughtered, weaker than water
With they woman ass ways that's why it pays to do drivebys
Niggas be horizontal as I slide by
All night long, I'm paronoid voice mail beeping for days
Everytime I creep you know I creep with aks and hks
The motherf*cking killing field is where I lay my head
And the place that I make my bed is where I spread my led
Motherf*ckers be coming to get me in the middle of the night
But I'm a wreck his face when I put a infrared beam in the middle of his life
When will it ever stop, until they drop I can't get no rest
Cause dozin off will give me farewell to the flesh, in my life

[Chorus]

[Z-Ro:]
Can I get a litle rest cause I can't take anotha test
Havent I proven myself, so why do I feel like I'm not blessed
Am I just out here prayin for nothing, do tha Lord even hear me
Or could it b that I was too intoxicated n my words wasn't cumin out clearly
Cause I've lost most of my partners, I'm losing family members
I remember when it was love, but I'll be lonely by the end of Decemeber
I'm feeling bad, but I can't talk to my dad, cause he don't care
Plus I'm missing my sister but she don't want to treat me fare
All this sleeping from house to house, f*cking with my dome
Got two album of my own, but no home
So picture the park bench in PUD as my nightime bed
Revealin my whereabouts to murderers n many nites I fled
Practically assed out, Lord forbid somebody pulled some cash out
My reaction is to rob them, n then I dash out
F*ck everybody, it's all about me and my woman and child
Because my 9 millimeter because he helped to rob, this is my life

[Chorus x2]