Why? Video (MV)

Why? I don't know why
I am the way I am
Fine. I can't deny
I'm not a simple man
I. Don't wanna die
I've got a better plan
Makin' moves but I'm not posin' for the Instagram

F*ck everybody who doubted my dreams
Like you really know what it's like to be me
Like you understand all the shit that I've seen
Revenge is my drug and oh boy I'm a fiend
They say I fell off but im back on the scene
Murderin' music like twenty-thirteen
Take rap by the heart and RIP it from the seams
Quit jockin' my movement. You know what that means
Now I'm doin' me, I dont need your opinion
You needed my help but boy I'm done lendin'
I know you was with me back in the beginnin'
But you are the reason our friendship has ended
Now this isn't beef, man. It's just how I feel
Monster still in me, hes ready to kill
Any rapper with issues. I dont wanna do it
But I've got a point. Its bout time that I prove it
Don't get what I'm doin', it's over your head
I get it, I get it. Ya'll wish I was dead
Cause yall like to twist every word that I've said
Pure motivation. Offensive instead

You could never understand the thoughts in my mind
Okay, okay. I get it. That was such a nice try
Guess you're waitin' for reaction or a high five
Sick of all the f*ckin' lies. I am not the bad guy

Why? I don't know why
I am the way I am
Fine. I can't deny
I'm not a simple man
I. Don't wanna die
I've got a better plan
Makin' moves but I'm not posin' for the Instagram
Why? I don't know why
I am the way I am
Fine. I can't deny
I'm not a simple man
I. Don't wanna die
I've got a better plan
Makin' moves but I'm not posin' for the Instagram

I'm losin' my mind, I dont know what is real
Friends turn to enemies. What is the deal
Starvin' for more like I miss all my meals
I swear it's apparent now that I'm a parent. I'm done makin' deals

My mind is so dark, someone turn on the lights
These feelings I got are destroyin' my mind
I tried reachin' out but I wasted my time
I cannot do that, I'm stuck on the grind
I'm covered in grime from the years underground
They laughed and they told me I'd never get out
My anger was buildin', I started to drown
God damn. Would you look at me now
Life's complicated, I'm so underrated
I do what I can and everyone hates it
My songs are still playin'. Now I'm motivated
I feel like I'm winnin'. I'm headed to Vegas
I'm always stuck prayin' for things I dont got
No chance in Hell but I'm takin' my shot
This is a new me, I like it a lot
This is a new me, I like it a lot

Why? I don't know why
I am the way I am
Fine. I can't deny
I'm not a simple man
I. Don't wanna die
I've got a better plan
Makin' moves but I'm not posin' for the Instagram
Why? I don't know why
I am the way I am
Fine. I can't deny
I'm not a simple man
I. Don't wanna die
I've got a better plan
Makin' moves but I'm not posin' for the Instagram
Why