Zain Sattar & Questionmark - Zain's Confused Lyrics

I miss the old days, I look to my old ways
When she was my sole gaze she lead my soul far away
I praised and praised, ignored the craze, went through a phase when I was wasted
Now let's just face it, I'm still deeply hated
Inflated by ego and envy I really just drove up in Bentleys
No, I do not rent these, I copped her some Fendi 'cos we be so trendy
I wish she would end these lies
No I will not compromise my pride, please put your ego aside
I do not desire these worldly possessions are tied, not coming to the after life
I do not know why I wish I would die, I wish I would stop feeling so lost inside
I wish all the people would help each other for a while, I do not see why
I can't fathom why, how paper and rocks seem to end someone's life
How people are hungry we throw out so much seed
This food could feed hundreds of thousands of people who suffer and why
I just wanna know why
You wanna be liked
At 22 should I try
I'm confused, who am I
Put that on my mama, I don't wanna let her down no no no
I just wanna buy a crib, leave her with a classic whip, let it all go go go
All these inhibitions, I've been tripping, now it's all low low low
I ain't gonna waste my time with y'all cause y'all be too slow
I've messed up so many times in my life
I've gone from wine-ing and dining, to wife-ing and striving
To wife-ing and lying, to whining and crying
I've been on trial
Daily missions to make it to the after life
Daily emitting positivity as a light
Wait, who are you to tell me where I am compromised
Look into my eyes when you're spewing lies
I can be whatever I desire
Wait, what do I desire

I'm so confused I can't deny, it's easy when I fantasize
About my life, my future and the reasons why I can't decide
To open my eyes and cope with my lies, I hope that I find
My way out but no matter how life plays out, I'll still be
So confused I can't deny, it's easy when I fantasize
About my life, my future and the reasons why I can't decide
To open my eyes and cope with my lies, I hope that I find
My way out but no matter how life plays out, I'm still stuck