I hope you crush two pills of cyanide
And walk the plank from left to right
We live in Hell but cannot die
Just who the f*ck knows if I'll ev er be alright
I hope you crush two pills of cyanide
And walk the plank from left to right
We live in Hell but cannot die
But who the f*ck knows if I'll ever be alright
A glutton for punishment a glutton for hate
Kill the director controlling my fate
Deliver the message and give the impression
When my time comes I cleaned off my plate
The over achiever don't paint me a leader
Just stick to believing whatever they say
Free from the bullshit with two f*cking bullets
Admitting the countdown has ended today
The death of a martyr; a race to the finish
We crave the attention but i'm keeping my distance
From all of the people that are clouding my vision
A tempting demise; i'll keep it all hidden
From the saints that will pillage as soon as you're winning
Stop swearing the book is the truth that was given
A man before god; bitch what is my sentence
Took 25 years just to rise as the villain
I know it's 'bout time but I think I've made it clear
Don't you even understand the monsters hiding in your fear
Have blinded your judgement; might be something that was coming
I will take the repercussions when i kick the f*cking bucket
I know it's 'bout time but I think I've made it clear
Don't you even understand the monsters hiding in your fear
Have blinded your judgement; might be something that was coming
I will take the repercussions when i kick the f*cking bucket
I hope you crush two pills of cyanide
And walk the plank from left to right
We live in Hell but cannot die
Just who the f*ck knows if I'll ever be alright
I hope you crush two pills of cyanide
And walk the plank from left to right
We live in Hell but cannot die
But who the f*ck knows if I'll ever be alright
I hate everyone and I hate everything
From the bottom of the bottle to the blood in my veins
It's needing to come but the look on your face
Is screaming for help; get me out of this place
What is the matter; a collapsing disaster
Has taken my soul and deleted the chapter
Where i'm finally free from all of the laughter
Trapped in my head like a life of a bastard
I'll do anything to erase the emotions
That are plaguing my brain and lack serotonin
I'm beginning to change if that's what ya hoping
Another disorder i can barely afford it
All of the anger she's beginning to notice
There's two in the chamber and nobody know's it
One for the kill and another overdosing
Just make sure i'm dead; i'm over indulging
I know it's 'bout time but I think I've made it clear
Don't you even understand the monsters hiding in your fear
Have blinded your judgement; might be something that was coming
I will take the repercussions when i kick the f*cking bucket
I know it's 'bout time but I think I've made it clear
Don't you even understand the monsters hiding in your fear
Have blinded your judgement; might be something that was coming
I will take the repercussions when i kick the f*cking bucket
I hope you crush two pills of cyanide
And walk the plank from left to right
We live in Hell but cannot die
Just who the f*ck knows if I'll ever be alright
I hope you crush two pills of cyanide
And walk the plank from left to right
We live in Hell but cannot die
But who the f*ck knows if I'll ever be alright