Zami Inez - Sticky Stagnancy Lyrics

I'm not running anymore
I'm not hiding in shadows
I'm not hurting
I don't care
I'm indifferent and I'm not scared
I swear
Things are changing now
It's my life
I can't figure out why I tried so hard
To make them love me
To make them stay
While I was stuck the same
In sticky stagnancy
I'm not pushing and chasing
I'm facing myself
For the first time and
I'm questioning my motives and
Staying focused on what I want
Things are changing now
It's my life
I can't figure out why I tried so hard
To make them love me
To make them stay
While I was stuck the same
In sticky stagnancy
Oh, I'm tired of wishing they'll come around
And reaching out first
Time I put myself first
Oh, I'm tired of being let down
Still begging them to love me
It's time I love me
Oh, I'm tired of making this same mistake
Over again
After I swore I was healing
I'm so tired of feeling like this time is different
But
Things are changing now
It's my life
I can't figure out why I tried so hard
To make you love me
To make you stay
While you were stuck the same
In sticky stagnancy
Things are changing now
It's my life
I can't figure out why I tried so hard
To make them love me
To make them stay
While they were all stuck the same
In sticky stagnancy
They kept me in sticky stagnancy
They kept me in sticky stagnancy
They kept me in sticky stagnancy
You kept me in sticky stagnancy
It's time I break free