Up late, talkin to myself about how I've been saying
I'll change, tomorrow but tomorrow's been for the past three years
And I hate that I can't help myself
From doing damage to my health
With alcohol and medications
I'm in love with the way it makes me feel
I know it's bad, but addiction's real
And I'm fading into the dark
And I'll drink till I stop my heart
If that's okay
With the man standing in the mirror
When I asked, he said, not today
You got a whole life to live, he said
When I stared deep into his face
I'm conversating with the devil and angel sitting on my shoulders
And nothing changed except I'm getting older
Up late, talkin to myself about how I've been saying
I'll change, tomorrow but tomorrow's been for the past three years
And I hate that I can't help myself
From doing damage to my health
With alcohol and medications
I say I hate it, but I'm hiding all my love
I just wanna be done, done
I'm done, oh I'm done
Oh I'm done, I'm done because I've been
Up late, talkin to myself about how I've been saying
I'll change, tomorrow but tomorrow's been for the past three years
And I hate that I can't help myself
Can't help myself