Never Will Video (MV)

There's a couple things I don't normally talk about me
Don't you ask me how I'm doing
I don't know how to deal with sympathy

I'm the kind of person that just looks happy
Unless you ask me how I'm doing
I can break it down slowly

I am getting sick of the monster that's roaming inside my head
I'm getting tired of the thought that I have already done my best
I'm sick and tired of the bullshit
When you tell me I'm not alone
Bu you got something to hold on to
You don't know me
No, you never will

There are a couple times when I'm so desperately
Looking for someway to end this
Only pills sing me to sleep

I tried asking for help
But I care too much about what my appearance look like
Give me a reason to be alive

I am getting sick of the monster that's roaming inside my head
I'm getting tired of the thought that I have already gave my best
I'm sick and tired of the bullshit
When you tell me I'm not alone
But you got something to hold on to
You don't know me
No, you never will