Strawberry milkshake sweet
Like my Fisher Price toy camera
Sipped past the point
Where it all became nostalgia
From being driven to driving
From loving freely to knowing
Everything ends someday
Everyone will always run away
Your good boy is a lost boy
Trying to find his reason
He cries alone
Between blasting headphones
He's afraid to lose his mind
But its the only way he'll come alive
So he'll live another day
Hoping tomorrow he can run away
Juvenile camouflage
Hiding scars under hashtags and halos
He's in pain alone
Making sure nobody has to know
Compliance is a learned behavior
Since he lost his soul to find a savior
So he'll wipe away the tears
Dreaming of the night he disappears
Your good boy is a lost boy
Trying to find his reason
He cries alone
Between blasting headphones
He's afraid to lose his mind
But its the only way he'll come alive
So he'll live another day
Hoping tomorrow he can run away
Why do I have to choose
Between things I love?
Why do they make it so hard?
Why do they take it so far?
Why do we have to choose
Between things we love?
Why do they make it so hard?
Why do they take it so far?
And why do I have to choose
Between things I love?
Why do they take it so far?
And they just make it so hard
Am I allowed to go outside?
Am I allowed to lose my mind?
Am I even allowed to try?
He's afraid to lose his mind
But its the only way he'll come alive
So he'll live another day
And another and another and another
But how many more do you have?