I spend my weekends with my family
I'd rather be with them than people my own age
It doesn't make me any better
It's just how I feel
Being alone in the winter in the city
The landlord keeps it at like 80 degrees
I'm so terrified of living
But I don't want to die even more
And my my fixations they keep growing
I'm on my 80th season of survivor
But I'm planting my seeds
And I'm watching them bloom
And I'm taking my time
Just to let you know
It's a little for you
It's a little for you
For you
You say you'll try to find yourself down the line
You could do it now
And when you dream you're half asleep
It's not even real no one's telling you how
But I'm planting my seeds
And I'm watching them bloom
And I'm taking my time
Just to let you know
It's a little for you
It's a little for you
For you