Zikey! - Wish I Was Dead Lyrics

I just wish i could forget you
Runnin' laps in my head
Shit I'm Cryin' in my bed
Bitch your tearing up my head
Wonder when its all gonna end
If I'm gonna forget
Everything that we said
Shit I know that
I'll get over this
Maybe not
Maybe ill just try to drown it out
With a bowel full of bud
Maybe make a list of regrets
Full of shit that i said

Look me in my eyes when i tell you its alright
I know it seems bad right now
But I'm always by your side
Used to need you in my life
Hasn't changed
But were goin' separate ways
Lookin' in my baby's face
Knowing things wont be the same
Hope you find another one
Who can treat you right
I hope I wasn't just the one
Who always made you fight
Babygirl I know that's not your name
But some habits wont change
Hopin' for some better days with you
With you
I just wish i could forget you
Runnin' laps in my head
Shit I'm Cryin' in my bed

I just wish i could forget you
Runnin' laps in my head
Shit I'm Cryin' in my bed
Bitch your tearing up my head
Wonder when its all gonna end
If I'm gonna forget
Everything that we said
Shit I know that
I'll get over this
Maybe not
Maybe ill just try to drown it out
With a bowel full of bud
Maybe make a list of regrets
Full of shit that i said

I know my baby's hurt
And that's what really hurts
Even if its for the best
Girl i know i should've said what i thought
When you told me
That for the past few weeks you've been lonely
You been so lonely
But I cant even come to understand why I'm hurt
When I knew that this would happen
When I figured out we're made of glass
I know I broke my promises but
Baby that's just how it goes
And in the end you'll always be my girl
That was my everything
But maybe not my wedding ring
Man I wish she was my
Girl that was my everything
Man I wish she was my
Maybe not my wedding ring
Man I wish she was my
Girl that was my everything
(Loved that bitch bro)
Man I wish she was my
Maybe not my wedding ring
(F*ck)

I just wish i could forget you
Runnin' laps in my head
Shit I'm Cryin' in my bed
Bitch your tearing up my head
Wonder when its all gonna end
If I'm gonna forget
Everything that we said
Shit I know that
I'll get over this
Maybe not
Maybe ill just try to drown it out
With a bowel full of bud
Maybe make a list of regrets
Full of shit that i said