Are you human?
Do you feel?
Well, I hereby grant you permission to feel
And express those emotions
You have complete freedom
Lost in the background (In the back)
I'm running back now (Running back)
Used to be loud, but (Loud)
Now the silence sounds good (Ah)
Racing thoughts in my mind
I've gotten way too high
Used to look down, but (Down)
I like to see the sky
Oh woah, oh woah, oh woah
I just wish you still felt the same
I miss you, oh woah, oh woah
You pushed me away
Gloomy on the outside
But I'm feeling like sunshine, yeah
I have walked through the fire
I just heat up like I'm in a dryer
No, they're telling me no
That I cannot go with you
Don't, just sit back and roll
Sit back and chill
Let it go, Let these feelings go
(Tell me bro)
Tell me, what the hell is wrong with that?
Do you know these feelings last?
So why you push it to the back?
Let it out
Water comes to the surface
I regret listening to you
You know the sky but I know blue
Angel in your eyes but when I look at you
I see a devil in disguise (Yeah)
Playing in my mind
(Ima trust myself)
Uh, is this thing on?
Alright, uh
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Woah
Chilling with Aunye
Said we're cousins but she's not familiar
Now we spending time, yeah
Having fun and shit, laughing the filler
Uh, now we've grown and shit
Andre said "Go and take a couple hits"
He said "Gone and get lit"
Remember when we were lil kids?
Hell nah, I don't remember that shit
Memories that don't ever make sense
But it's like, we have known each other ever since
She said "It doesn't feel real"
"'Cause these days all I do is feel"
Gave her some advice, she needed to heal
It's for both of us, just being real
Grandma gotta catch up on her stories
I wonder if anybody else elder knows the old me
Them days when nicotine wasn't the dopamine release of the century
Or them days when Queens could be Kings and Jacks
Joke is still on me
That never happened
(Uh, uh)
I want some spaghetti
I want something 'cause these feelings heavy
Thank you, I'm full
Damn, help me
Tryna find a drink or somethin'
Tryna look the other way
Tryna let the smoke blow
Tryna let these haters fade
My life feels like a fairytale sometimes
And other times, I'm doing well
Other times
We spend so much time on the road
Ain't no home
Grandma said "We should grow wings from the chicken bone"
(Ha) Figure out why you can't stay down
I just figured out why you're so late now
It takes two, you just can't play around
C'mon, I just wanna see your face now
You know
Wonder if you can hear me by the way you're peeking through the door
You're sending me hugs
Take a trip from the coupe all the way to the four-door
I want somebody to love me
I want some chicken nuggets
You'll get around so play me like a PlayStation laying on the ground
It's kind of weird, don't you think?
Everyone's judging, but they act the same
And one part of me feels like today
Will light up and then just go away
Who can relate?
This is a safe space to talk about love and healing
Aunye said her days are a blur, so
She hit up her friends just to drink
I've been waiting and waiting, just to wait
These days not fast enough for me
Setting my boundaries 'cause
I feel like I have to be tamed
Gotta stop looking for love outside of me
Just wanna see your face again
Grandma said we don't do that anymore
Just let her know when I'm finished
(Uh, uh)
I want some spaghetti
I want something 'cause these feelings heavy
Thank you, I'm full
Damn, help me (Help me)
Tryna find a drink or somethin'
Tryna look the other way
Tryna let the smoke blow (Blow)