Getting Older Video (MV)

And I can't believe yeah
I'm here without you getting older

I'm staring down at a picture of you yeah
It's not enough I need the real you yeah
Everyday I'm growing into you yeah
Mom I wish that you could see so you only knew yeah
That it was painful to see you hopeless
As you take another handful they leave you broken
Poppin' pills ain't what it seems like right
Take the pain as they take you from my life
Getting older thinking all you had to say was no
Dad was there to help to let you watch your babies grow
Three times I counted that I found you lifeless
Call another ambulance help her pull through again
It's f*cked up knowing that's the norm
Knowing that you'll never see my college dorm
It still hurts tears hit the floor
Is that the pain or the anger I don't know anymore

And it's hard for me yeah
The world is heavy on my shoulders
And I can't believe yeah
I'm here without you getting older

I sit alone thinking 'bout you
Everyday I was around you
Even though I would doubt you yeah
Something I said I would never do
But you're gone and it still hurts
I can't drown pain that'll never work
Sipping on Jack guess I'll never learn
It left be scarred I love the way it burns
Sometimes I wanna run away
Lost sight of what makes me stay
How could you leave this way
Crushed under all this weight
The world it makes me cold
And has it's hold on me yeah

And it's hard for me yeah
The world is heavy on my shoulders
And I can't believe yeah
I'm here without you getting older

The world it makes me cold
And has it's hold on me yeah

And it's hard for me yeah
The world is heavy on my shoulders
And I can't believe yeah
I'm here without you getting older