Z!n! - Even Trying Lyrics

"Hey how's your life? We haven't talked in a while!"
Yeah there's a reason for that I don't like you that much but being blunt isn't really my style
Ok that's a lie, I always speak my mind
So when you texted me and I had nothing to say I decided it fitting to not reply
Did I cause some offense? Well I have no defense, except
Why would you want the company of me, someone so indifferent? And that text that you sent
I wouldn't call it conversation, closer to singular procreation
Please tell me before I'll have to carry it all because I just don't have the patience

And I am running out of people to be real with
Yes I am running out and trying to find
If the reason they're all disappearing is because
I'm growing up or losing my mind
And I am finding it a bit hard to do it all
And I am finding it's a matter of time
Are you a person that I just have to deal with maybe?
Or the reason that I'm even trying

In over my head, or hanging by a little thread
If my intentions still aren't clear it's because I don't know them yet, but I do when you're near
You sound like a different song I haven't heard before
Let me listen all night long, please open up the door, let it in

I want to learn all my favorite parts, show me your special chords
I might spice up the verse a bit with a few of my own
I want to be the part of your song that you look forward to
So when the chorus comes along I've got you singing too

And I am running out of people to be real with
Yes I am running out and trying to find
If the reason they're all disappearing is because
I'm growing up or losing my mind
And I am finding it a bit hard to do it all
And I am finding it's a matter of time
Are you a person that I just have to deal with maybe?
Or the reason that I'm even trying

Cuz without trying, you look so fine, give you the best of me if you like
I'll keep on trying, til you are mine, hopefully I'm not wasting time

Cuz I don't really make an effort with people now
The few that matter, honest, all I need
They are the ones that always seem to stick around
They always bring out the best in me

And I am finding it a bit hard to do it all
And I am finding it's a matter of time
Are you a person that I just have to deal with maybe?
Or the reason I'm even trying