Z!n! - Sunny Grave Lyrics

There's butane on my breath tonight and you're the spark
Words cut to the quick, now come out like burning darts
And I try to be level-headed but that's not my part
To play in this charade that made you break my heart

It's the smiling while you're lying that did me in
It's the time we spent together that didn't mean anything to you
That's the worst part about it I can't live without it
Like a cursed broken promise I wouldn't even doubt it if-

I look up to the ceiling, and see I'm lying in a grave
So I tuck my dirty covers and then I fall right back to sleep
It's like Death without commitment but he's in the family
'Sides the only time I see you now is in my dreams.

Someday the anger and betrayal may just pass
Only thing that's left to mark your place here is regret
And I try my best everyday now not to hold a grudge
Haven't done too well with that so maybe I shouldn't say much

It's the hiding round my back
2 months and you were back at it
Should've seen me gag at the awful things you said.
I guess after the first backstab you decided you were glad
And it surely couldn't hurt again, god I wish I could forget
While

I look up to the ceiling, and see I'm lying in a grave
So I tuck my dirty covers and then I fall right back to sleep
It's like Death without commitment but he's in the family
'Sides the only time I see you now is in my dreams
I don't care about tomorrow I think in terms of eternity
But it's all our yesterdays that might be slowly killin me
I'll fight until I've wasted every single breath that I can breathe
But I've got this creeping feeling that you'll be the death of me

There's butane on my breath tonight and you're the spark
But every time I aim, I only seem to miss the mark
Our song went wrong when you left it unrehearsed
We used to bring out the best, but now we only bring the worst

I look up to the ceiling, and see I'm lying in a grave
So I tuck my dirty covers and then I fall right back to sleep
I don't care about tomorrow I think in terms of eternity
'Sides I find it rather fitting me to be sleeping here across the sea