And there he is again, he's just ahead of me
He's always a little too far away, and just out of reach
He don't wanna tell me what to do cuz he likes to watch me scream
I can't really hold it against him though, cuz after all he's me
But I guess I can deal
And sometimes it's the words you don't say
Well most days it's the words you didn't say
I made sure to say your words for you on those days
But then they became everyday
I see my Past in the back, I see my Future in the front
Can't find my Present anywhere, I feel like giving up
Now don't know where it's at, looking for a welcome mat
To a door that hasn't managed to unlock itself just yet
But I'm tryin all the locks, keep my mind always open
Movin from the day to night, often sad but always hoping
That someone finds it for me and tries to keep me from falling
But til then I can't just sit and wait for the call in
I'm tired of making you pick up the pieces of my broken mind
Just walk away and leave me here please I promise I'll be just fine
And that's not to say, that I don't see the world is a beautiful place
I just don't think I belong in it, it don't really matter how you spin it
And it'll keep spinning, with or without me
I see my Past in the back, I see my Future in the front
Can't find my Present anywhere, I feel like giving up
Now don't know where it's at, looking for a welcome mat
To a door that hasn't managed to unlock itself just yet
But I'm tryin all the locks, keep my mind always open
Movin from the day to night, often sad but always hoping
That someone finds it for me and tries to keep me from falling
But til then I can't just sit and wait for the call in
And sometimes it's the words you don't say
Well most days it's the words you didn't say
I made sure to say your words for you on those days
But then they became everyday
I see my Past in the back, I see my Future in the front
Can't find my Present anywhere, I feel like giving up
Now don't know where it's at, looking for a welcome mat
To a door that hasn't managed to unlock itself just yet
But I'm tryin all the locks, keep my mind always open
Movin from the day to night, often sad but always hoping
That someone finds it for me and tries to keep me from falling
But til then I can't just sit and wait for the call in