Too real Video (MV)

I still got your back even if you turn on me
'Cause how I feel everybody gone drown
I'm the one not the two ain't no converging me
We coming up and all bodies fall down
You call my phone I pick it up like baby what's the word?
I pick it up no hesitation cause you know you my girl
Ayy I been through a lot girl I don't wanna see you cry
They took advantage of your situation damn I hate they lied
Everybody around me acting like they feeling suicidal
Don't talk too much on Instagram I rather go and read a bible
They hate you when you tell the truth yeah let's talk about it
Jealousy is in the room yeah I know they talk about me
I don't wanna be around I'd rather just go and sit in silence
I really don't belong here I wonder why I'm still alive
I been on my grind at the same time I'm crying quiet
'Cause I be in my feelings I don't wanna show
If I make it to the top it's possible I might die
I been in that kennel too long They don't wanna see me win
They don't wanna see me prosper I been through some bad surgery like a doctor
Family been actin' real strange they need a Oscar
All grown actin' like some kids damn toddlers
I love all my sisters much love for my brothers
I don't give no f*ck bout nobody no other
They didn't wanna believe in me until I touched them
I don't fear nobody but Allah I'm a Muslim
My bank account (hold on) Phone number long way
I was just broke dead broke I came a long way
Feeling like I'm Derez deSean I took the harder way
This generation it ain't it I want the modern way
Aye Pardon me but partially I'm afraid Stay out the way intentionally avoiding pain
They posted up on live sadly they in they grave
I told the ones I love we need to change our ways
How the f*ck I get caught lacking? No
I was showing too much love laughing Whoa
Then I bounce back like what's cracking? Whoa
Spinning again catch him in traffic ohh
Ayy back in high school middle school I had on Converse
Ayy rock the latest J's and I just bought my mom a Purse
I ain't tryna flex I ain't worried about my net worth
I been on my grind for a long time I made it work
Out of all of my siblings I'm rich bitch I did it first
Hey hmm holon whoa
I been plotting on this shit I told them boys I'ma do it first
I told them they ain't wanna listen ok ok
Yeah okay okay okay lil Ellery doing em' bad
Every part of me been telling me don't go out sad
I got my left hand on that steering wheel right foot on that gas
I ain't talking Migos but I swear ima finna Takeoff
I don't know the full story but I know
I was lost looking like Dory where I go?
They skip the line they try to be before me like I'm a ghost
Like I don't exist like I ain't even human lord
I'm a big dog big fish I'm a lion
Everybody wanna blend in but they lyin
They pretend yeah they faking
Everybody hard trying
I don't understand this generation
It's kinda heartbreaking it's been hard lately
Let's take a trip out of space let's go to Mars baby
Can't grow apart put trust up in God baby
All that times I done called and you never would answer