Writin' my thoughts with caution, lookin' at the cost
It's often depressin', it's awful, callin' for help and they don't pick up, I hate it
Makin' me seem like the worst mistake that God has ever made
Throughout many a days, I seen the side of fries my momma made
Holy Father bathed us in holy water And he called me back
Preacher callin', stallin And pausing facets, can't bathe in that
Hands dirty. I'm early, abducted by my dirty thoughts
My brain dead, it's feelin' shot, you know like how Pac did those cops
I'm obsessed with mental thoughts and reactions, Don't call me crazy
I know I'm blessed Stay in the temple, checkin' my temple
I'm not stressed, maybe just depressed the pills can save me
You know the rest, you feel every breath and instrumentals
You know it's us, you notice us, you wanna be him
I'm not knowin' enough, been growin' up, it's so deceivin
I'm Child of God, thinkin' childish thoughts
Thinkin' wild and hot, just a lonely block
When you're home and alone a lot, I've done wrong, but I've grown a lot
I know that we gonna make it, baby
We gonna make it through any type of weather
Yeah, I've been patiently waitin', baby
I've been waitin' forever, ever
Look at this beautiful world
It's not so pleasant when you think about
The stress that you drink
Because of stress and baby mama drama
We find a problem out of any and every thing
Cocktails and limousines while they hate us in magazines
It's not the rap, it's the rapper
But he's just rappin' about what he saw
And what he did, and who got involved
Dry snitchin' in records
Is makin' niggas million, entertainin' the masses
Look who's entertainin', you bastards
I'm obsessed with mental thoughts and reactions, Don't call me crazy
I know I'm blessed Stay in the temple, checkin' my temple
I'm not stressed, maybe just depressed the pills can save me
You know the rest, you feel every breath and instrumentals
You know it's us, you notice us, you wanna be him
I'm not knowin' enough, been growin' up, it's so deceivin
Child of God, thinkin' childish thoughts
Thinkin' wild and hot, just a lonely block
When you're home and alone a lot, I've done wrong, but I've grown a lot
I know that we gonna make it, baby
We gonna make it through any type of weather
Yeah, I've been patiently waitin', baby
I've been waitin' forever, ever