1$tdegree - Burning Desire Lyrics

Up every night got you on my mind
This liq by my side I don't f*ck with wine
They think I have problems with drinks that's a lie
I can't deny I just need to unwind
But I know
I spend too much time with a drink in my hand and emotions inside
Tonight I might cry as I stare at ya pictures
But I'll kill this pain or this bottle of liquor
Its you that I want it's you that I need
And I can't see why they must keep you from me
Slowly I'm dying it's like a disease
The love I have for you is like a disease
Its killing me
It's killing me
It gives my strength yet it's my Achilles
Oh woo
This feeling of fire
Is deep in my heart
This burning desire
It tears me apart
I feel the flame go through my body
Until I can't see nobody
The morning is worse got stains on my shirt
And my head keeps on spinning got lumps in my throat
I cant not see straight need some pills just to cope
I been losing my mind but still looking for hope
I know I'm surrounded by pain I keep shrouded
I hear my emotions which one is the loudest?
Anger or sadness if I'm being honest
As far as my happiness it speaks with silence
This pain that I'm feeling it's nothing too different
With explanation you still wouldn't get it
So I'll take the clear and mix with the brown
'Til it taste just like water I'm feeling it now
Until they get emptied I won't put them down
Won't remember a thing because I'm blacking out
The pain the I'm feeling it comes from the distance
Please tell me why I can not see my children
This feeling of fire
Is deep in my heart
This burning desire
It tears me apart
I feel the flame go through my body
Until I can't see nobody
So what I'm stressing
It don't matter that's neglection
My reflection is showing depression
I'm looking for answers but don't know the questions
But this bottle of liquor is tempting me
I'm hearing empty me
So ima empty it