Hold'n Video (MV)

I'm only 18 years old and I'm Hold'n up
Hold'n up is making me sore but I'm Hold'n up
Somebody wore me some more but I'm Hold'n up
Better make a lot of f*cking room because I'm coming up
I'm on that come up I'm coming to make 'em wonder
How someone of my attire can make a movement aspire
From nothing I'm underrated and you can try to debate it but nothing can liberate what I have for my operation
See people try to tell me that I'm gonna make it
But in reality they're really f*cking faking
They're always when they think they're gon' be gaining
They're always painting a picture with that they're stating
But I don't need them it's time that they're always wasting
I'm contemplating what I am accommodating
To people who I am associating myself with my operation
But I am not obligated to need any confirmation from somebodies observation
If I'm the only one who made it
It's crazy when people tell me to be motivated
Because a passion is a gift that god has sent to me above and there's noting that can stop me I can never get enough
I'm only 18 years old and I'm Hold'n up
Hold'n up is making me sore but I'm Hold'n up
Somebody wore me some more but I'm Hold'n up
Better make a lot of f*cking room because I'm coming up
I'm only 18 years old and I'm Hold'n up
Hold'n up is making me sore but I'm Hold'n up
Somebody wore me some more but I'm Hold'n up
Better make a lot of f*cking room because I'm coming up
Growing up I had a mother and a father
Plus a couple older brothers but a sister wasn't present
Only woman was my mom
Born in west palm
Wasn't there for long but then we moved to where it's calm
Calm before the storm
Lost a lot of friends never knew where they were going
Got a lot of time never knew what I was doing
I was always happy, man who could I be fooling
I was only fooling myself
Had a chain on my throat every since I was 12
But I'm changing for the better not for somebody else
I'm gon' write this how I wanna I don't need any help
If you listen out of pity than you've already failed
I don't need a couple dollars or a future of wealth
I want people to rely on the message I spelled
I want everyone to see all the pain that I've felt
As a lesson not to do it like I did it 'cause I'm
I'm only 18 years old and I'm Hold'n up
Hold'n up is making me sore but I'm Hold'n up
Somebody wore me some more but I'm Hold'n up
Better make a lot of f*cking room because I'm coming up
I'm only 18 years old and I'm Hold'n up
Hold'n up is making me sore but I'm Hold'n up
Somebody wore me some more but I'm Hold'n up
Better make a lot of f*cking room because I'm coming up
Uh
2017 was full of depression but at the age of 16 I learned a valuable lesson
About a death that I was stressing about
And I went through all the medicine I could to get out
Of my feelings 'cause these feelings that I'm feeling have finally started healing
'Cause I put it into music and threw it up to the ceiling and I'm really motivated to show you what I believe in
So just listen when I'm speaking 'cause everything has a reason
Rookie season I'm only at the begging
Don't believe what you hear if you aren't agreeing
Making music for me and I'm not competing
I believe that I'll make it if I proceeded
I just need the right connection
I just need some pride that I could add to my collection
I just need to smile when I look at my reflection
Music is my diary and this is my confession, gone
I'm only 18 years old and I'm Hold'n up
Hold'n up is making me sore but I'm Hold'n up
Somebody wore me some more but I'm Hold'n up
Better make a lot of f*cking room because I'm coming up
I'm only 18 years old and I'm Hold'n up
Hold'n up is making me sore but I'm Hold'n up
Somebody wore me some more but I'm Hold'n up
Better make a lot of f*cking room because I'm coming up