I thought about a million outcomes
And every single time it ends the same way
But when I put that shit into reality
I know whats in the past can never really change
And I was on some different shit some time ago
But whey you getting crazy so emotional
I know its hard to see me so you better go
This time I'm getting lucky like a point of gold
You got me dreamin' bout a new day
When I wake up its all the same way
I'm wasting time its time to fade away
I wear designer so I mask the pain
Cuz I can't go down
Keep the bed rolled out
And my windows down
Cuz I roll that loud
It's a bad habit
But the pain dies down
It gon' help me out
Then I'm signing out
But I love this shit
Yeah the games you play
Keep me interested
When you dance around
Like you do ballet
Then you leave me alone
Like its castaway
Yeah I love that pain
So now I keep my head up
Getting fed up with the bullshit
Bad bitch callin' me up on some freak shit
Bad trips leave me tweakin'
For the weekend
Screamin for attention
OD'in
DM's got you freakin
Why you peakin'
Leave then you don't need him
He's a demon
We can
Get to talkin'
Leave you broken
Hopeless now you're chokin'
Take a toke then
Vanish new canvas we can paint it
Our way like an artist display it
Waiting for the moment just leaving
We can get past it believe it
Peace it no emotion
Be a savage
Manic
Now you panic doin' damage
I can't keep going
I'm leavin'
You kept me waiting so beat it
I thought about a million outcomes
And every single time it ends the same way
But when I put that shit into reality
I know what's in the past can never really change
And I was on some different shit some time ago
But whey you getting crazy so emotional
(crazy so emotional)
I know its hard to see me so you better go
This time I'm getting lucky like a point of gold
(Lucky, Like a, potta, Gold)
Ski Mask on with the hoodie up
Shawty know what's goin' down when im pullin up
Always sayin' that she never feelin' good enough
Wearin' all that Prada and Fendi holdin' that Gucci clutch
I'm on the wave you
We in a world where we both don't belong
Don't close your eyes or this shit could be gone
Money's convinced me I'm living life wrong
Lights, camera action
We gon' make a movie
Freeze frame
Did a show
Afterparty scored a two-piece
And I mean this when I say this
I was selfish
Fiending didn't realize that I dealt this
Pain back then I admit I was stupid
Lost it all for a night with a groupie
Two of em a nigga comin' up
Young and dumb
Only worried bout havin' fun
Mixed the potion I'm feelin' numb
But you stood by me whole time girl I need that
Held me down ah yeah when I relapsed
Niggas wanna talk but we never give em feedback
Only lookin' forward got no time for a recap
I thought about a million outcomes
And every single time it ends the same way
But when I put that shit into reality
I know what's in the past can never really change
And I was on some different shit some time ago
But whey you getting crazy so emotional
I know its hard to see me so you better go
This time I'm getting lucky like a point of gold