I feel alright some of the days
And then the other ones I want to throw away
I know I'll ruin what I have
But what's the point if no one ever has your back
I see the colors fade to grey
And all I want is to go back to the day
When I had self-control
Everyone loved
The person I was without you
Self-control
The memories made
Forever ingrained without you
The memories made
The memories made without you
One by one we fade away
It's hard to trust the ones you love that stay away
But we'll keep fighting till we die
So when I fall I beg of you to mourn me by
Your lover
Your brother
Your best friend
Your shoulder
The one you always trusted
The one you always wanted
When I had self-control
Everyone loved
The person I was without you
Self-control
The memories made
Forever ingrained without you
The memories made
The memories made without you
When I had self-control
Everyone loved
The person I was without you
Self-control
The memories made
Forever ingrained without you
The memories made
The memories made without you