I wish I had gills swimmin' in that river
Seen too many niggas drown and think they swimmin
Staying above water ain't just how you feelin
Know some niggas love me more than they own children
Me and bro tote the same stick that's why we twinnin
Rap or sing the only way to make niggas listen
Cause niggas ain't gon' pay attention if I speak
I make shit happen, bustin' bags down on the 3
I let you eat when I ain't have shit, I'm the realest
I hit that road and came back, changed how you was livin
I wish I took more time to think about my decision
I felt you expected more than what was given
You know the real, you seen me wake up, I was gettin' it
You say I changed your life, but then you get to switchin
In every situation, make yourself the victim
You tried to paint me bad, just based on how I'm feelin
Don't play that game with me, I'll tweak for real
Don't wake the beast, he pleased to kill
You send the blitz, we bleed the field
That Ruger grip is stainless steel
I put down licks to pay the bills
Motherf*ckers ain't who they say for real
I feel like 50 sleepin' with this vest on me
I told my momma niggas said it's death on me
My own blood left me behind when shit got stressful
But that's okay from blood, that's that shit I expected
Bitch, it's blood on entry and it's blood on exit
You ain't no bloodhound, pussy boy just jeffin
I know I ain't never been too good with bettin
But I bet if niggas slide, we shoot shit down The Jeffries
I bet if niggas slide, we shoot shit down The Jeffries
I bet if niggas slide, we shoot shit down The Jeffries
I know I ain't never been too good with bettin
But I bet if niggas slide, we shoot shit down The Jeffries
I get my feelings and get high off that promethazine
I'll f*ck around show you how to crash if you keep testin
You know you go in one you pull up on the Hurst right
The day you do it'll be a long night on Berkshire
I said real ain't what I thought, it got me hurt eyes
My biggest and only regret that thirty-first night
I wish I had gills swimmin' in that river
Wish I could take your life and get my auntie Lizzy's
All them nights on Pinehurst, that's what I'm missin
My mind stay clouded with these problems that I'm livin
My Nana made me a child of God, but I'm still sinnin
I took two steps and broke down in that greater temple
Now I don't really be too big on religion
But I laid my head down and I cried to the bishop
Can't see my family, all I got is pictures and it got me hurt eyes
Keep on lookin' out that window every whip that ride by
Eyelids feelin' heavy, hold back tears from runnin' down my eyes
My heart still got weight, from every time I seen my mom cry
I wish I had gills swimmin' in that river
I seen too many niggas drown, I think they swimmin
Stayin' above water ain't just how you feelin
I hold back tears until I can't and cry a river
I seen my pops shed tears and that's my strongest nigga
He let me know I ain't gotta be strong every minute
But I feel like I gotta be strong for my siblings
And I know I'm wrong for every time I go missin
I'll dab my brothers up and kiss my lil' sister
I'm with J-Beezy, right or wrong, never switchin
I lost my soul, stood alone in the kitchen
When I came home, it was rodents in my dishes
When unc came home, I just know it was different
Cause I ain't seen my uncle since a lil nigga
Bitch, say come home, come home
But I got a new bitch , she sucked my soul it's gone
In my chest where my heart's supposed to be
I got a hole
She tell me my heart cold
It's froze