Why Can't I Be Her? Video (MV)

I sit around and ponder reasons why you just won't stay
I changed my makeup now, but I don't feel the same
Somethings just not okay, I wanna run away
And cause I can't be her, I just might suffocate
I sit around and ponder reasons why you just won't stay
I changed my makeup now, but I don't feel the same
Somethings just not okay, I wanna run away
And cause I can't be her, I just might suffocate

Woke in the morning to put eggs on my plate
Cut the carbs out cause I can't gain any weight
I bleed myself dry to fit in, just don't feel right in my skin
On Instagram you don't like my posts
And that's one thing that I want the most

I sit around and ponder reasons why you just won't stay
I changed my makeup now, but I don't feel the same
Somethings just not okay, I wanna run away
And cause I can't be her, I just might suffocate
I sit around and ponder reasons why you just won't stay
I changed my makeup now, but I don't feel the same
Somethings just not okay, I wanna run away
And cause I can't be her, I just might suffocate

And maybe if I change my hair
Someone might start to care
No more short cuts for me, I wanna be her on TV
I'm not the girl who wears all white
I'm the girl that wants to fight
My momma said its not right for me
That I should be a nice lady

I sit around and ponder reasons why you just won't stay
I changed my makeup now, but I don't feel the same
Somethings just not okay, I wanna run away
And cause I can't be her, I just might suffocate
I sit around and ponder reasons why you just won't stay
I changed my makeup now, but I don't feel the same
Somethings just not okay, I wanna run away
And cause I can't be her, I just might suffocate

She is all that I could never be
She doesn't like in the world with you and me
She tries to control every ones minds
That's what she's made for, that's her design

I sit around and ponder reasons why you just won't stay
I changed my makeup now, but I don't feel the same
Somethings just not okay, I wanna run away
And cause I can't be her, I just might suffocate
I sit around and ponder reasons why you just won't stay
I changed my makeup now, but I don't feel the same
Somethings just not okay, I wanna run away
And cause I can't be her, I just might suffocate