Giving Up for the Beginner Video (MV)

As the sun escapes my skin
An empty sadness comes creeping in
I can't be alone for the rest of the night
I can't sit here with myself I can't remember what the light is like
Safety razors will keep me away from you
Everything feels alright for a moment
Secretly I don't really give a f*ck
I found comfort in my broken friends
I threw my heart to the storm
I left my my life and i even tried to grow up for you
I left it up to the sea and the waves that carried you even further from me
Did you ever feel the same
Well I'm a f*cking idiot I put my hope in nothing and it kills me
To think I haven't grown
I'm afraid of myself and ending up alone
And it kills me to think that I haven't grown
Do you even know me
Well what do you think I would say to you now
I hope you think of the good times and drown them all out
You had a beautiful life and I had shit
I hated you
I threw my heart to the storm
I left my my life and i even tried to grow up for you
I left it up to the sea and the waves that carried you even further from me
I found comfort in my broken friends