Last Letter Before Going To The Lake Video (MV)

Do you know the feeling
Like the ground falls with each step I take
Surrounded by no one only shadows in this empty space
The distance I can't quite close
In a view that narrows, I find myself
Growing blind, losing sight
The reason I couldn't say it to you back then
Was that somehow you kept me feeling alive again
And the reason I couldn't ever let you in
Was to keep you from the weight that I carry within
I'm sorry, but now it's really goodbye
Do you know the feeling
Where each breath only suffocates
My air's forever clouded with the smoke of this empty place
The distance I can't quite close
In a view that narrows, I find myself
Growing blind, losing sight
The reason I couldn't say it to you back then
Was that somehow you kept me feeling alive again
And the reason I couldn't ever let you in
Was to keep you from the weight that I carry within
I'm sorry, but now it's really goodbye
I'm sorry, so deeply sorry
But there's nothing I can do
My heart's already made its choice
To be honest, I'm terrified too
But the pain is just as deep
The reason I couldn't say it to you back then
Was that somehow you kept me feeling alive again
And the reason I couldn't ever let you in
Was to keep you from the weight that I carry within
I'm sorry, but now it's really goodbye