[ Featuring Gerald Green ]
(Yeah...)
(I'm still tryna find myself...)
Mmm...
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Feel like I'm losin' the fight in my head (fight in my head)
Smile on the 'Gram, but I'm breakin' forreal
Told 'em I'm fine, but I lied in the text
Voices be loud when my silence the best
Tryna write peace but it come out a mess
I pray, but the pain still sits on my chest
She said she love me, but love don't last
She left, now I'm stuck with the past (with the past)
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Why I feel numb when I needed to feel? (needed to feel)
Why I fall hard for what never was real? (never was...)
I gave my soul just to be seen
But now I'm buried underneath
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Time don't heal, that's a f***in' lie
I cry quiet, just to get by
She said "you're distant," I said "I'm tryna survive"
But no one listens when the pain's disguised
Fake friends fade when you speak the truth
They hate the mirror that reflects in you
And I'm just tryin' to love myself
But I keep breakin' through
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I don't wanna hurt no more (no...)
I don't wanna cry in silence
I just wanna breathe like I'm whole
But I'm surrounded by violence
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Why I feel numb when I needed to feel? (yeah...)
Why I fall hard for what never was real? (real...)
I gave my soul just to be seen
But now I'm buried underneath
(buried... underneath)
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Mmm...
I just wanna feel something...
Before I fade...
(Fade away...)