[ Featuring killedmyself ]
Oh, I don't think you'd ever want me
Especially after what I did
It's nothing worth reminding
Oh, picking flowers in the field
You never accept them so I
Get how you feel
I just
Feel so trapped in this
Coaster of emotions
Running from your love
'Cause if I don't I will be floating
And if I keep that up then
I will f*cking drown, 'cause this
Water's tugging ropes and
I'll never be found
And I don't care
'Cause people hate me anyway
And I was there
I wish I kissed you yesterday
And I am not thinking like that
I am not feeling like that, yeah
I wish that I could say that
I was just thinking and feeling like that
And I want you out of my hеad
I want you out of my head, yeah
See upcoming pop shows
Get tickets for your favorite artists
Lie to mе
Yeah I've been feeling like shit
But I can't let it go
I need to sleep
Yeah I'm tired of everything
Would you come back home
I can't admit it's wrong
I'll keep holding on
Telling all your friends
That I'm so f*cked up
One time it felt like home
Now it does not no more
I hate myself so much
So much
I can't let go
Oh, I don't think you'd ever want me
Especially after what I did
It's nothing worth reminding
Oh, picking flowers in the field
You never accept them so I
Get how you feel
I just
