A Beautiful Somewhere - Runnin' Lyrics

Spent my whole life running away
From the thoughts and the problems
That made me this way
I know they'll never think much of me
Just a burnt out kid with no college degree

Lift up my sail and I go out to sea
Searching for light but there's none left in me
It's all gone

I never thought that you'd throw this away
Now I sit and I cry and I burst and decay
So now I'll spend the rest of my days hoping you would leave with the pain that you bring

And I don't think that I hate me
I think I hate what everyone made me out to be
Someone come or someone save me
Cause I need a little help tonight

You left me all alone
You left me all alone

Now I'm sitting on the side walk
On a Friday afternoon
Thinking how I wanna go home
Think I need some room

Running my whole life
Scared from feeling something
My reflection in the mirror
It all means nothing
Who have I become
Who have I become