A Boy A Void - Wilt Lyrics

It's over for me
Pull me from the ground and put me with the weeds
If I remain I will poison the seeds

I can't fill the hole in my soul
So I guess I will wilt
I poured my heart out
Now it can no longer be filled

Who can I trust if not myself?
Who can I fear if I am my own hell?
I had to leave to save myself

Who can I trust if not myself?
Who can I fear if I am my own hell?
I let you down
So I will wilt

A poison so deeply rooted within the cells in my skin
So well hidden and buried within
That we've begun a symbiotic relationship

Its long forgotten, and shows its head in the worst of times
But I'm a master of repression and control the emotions inside

Who can I trust if not myself?
Who can I fear if I am my own hell?
It rises from within, out of my control

Who can I trust if not myself?
Who can I fear if I am my own hell?
It brings endless self-doubt - and I cant break its hold

How can I live in this state of slow but sure decay?

Who can I trust if not myself?
Who can I fear if I am my own hell?
I know I have the room to grow

Who can I trust if not myself?
Who can I fear if I am my own hell?
I failed you, I'm sure you know

Who can I trust if not myself?
Who can I fear if I am my own hell?
I had to leave to save myself

Who can I trust if not myself?
Who can I fear if I am my own hell?
I let you down
So I will wilt

I let you all down
I'm just not calm in my own skin
When will I settle in?