A Contra Blues - Hiding Lyrics

I'm hiding and
I know that it's from my own self
I can't stand the monster
That lives inside my head.
I'm sad and yet I'm sure
That it will take some time
But I'll rise again.

I'm smiling,
Trying to keep a brave face
But what my smile can hide
My eyes can tell
(And) they say "I'm sad,
But after a while I'll rise again"

I've played this game before
And all that I've learned for sure
Is that I'm tired
Of running inside the wheel.

I know (that) I must face my fears
And find out a part of me that I like
But for now is hiding.

I've played this game before
And all that I've ever learned
Is that I'm tired of running inside the wheel.

I'm looking for where to go
And all that I know for sure is that
I'm trapped in a maze.

So I'm figthing hard to knock down the walls.
I guess I should have started a long time ago
But, anyhow, I'm telling myself
""Time to rise!
It's no time to be hiding"