Holding my tongue in pursuit of mystique
Trying to hide that I'll never arrive at my peak
Watching my peers thrive at maximum speed
While I'm lacking in drive, claimed the passenger seat
Classic me living passively
The path I lead is packed full of apathy
All my best years are in the past where we would pass and we would laugh cause that was class
But now all we can do ask
Why'd you leave
Why'd you disappear and leave us to grieve
Why'd you make the air so hard to breathe
Put fire in our eyes from the lack sleep
Yet drowning in the tears flowing endlessly
Trying to stay on track but the road is steep
Got woes for weeks
My soul is weak
My soles got holes
My lows are leagues below the deep dont wanna weep
But my eyes continue to leak
Anytime I find myself trying think About anything other than this tragedy
That got me acting quite callously Pushing away anyone who could actually
Help me through this rage thats been ravishing
My heart, my soul, my reality,
You're just another thing thats passing me by