A Modest Proposal - Archetype Lyrics

Temptations
Running around in my head
Surrounded by people who wish they were dead
All over all of the simplest of things
I can't believe it
Every word is an act of
Encouragement
Not temporary
Just permanent
Honestly I wish I wasn't
So apologetic
When everything and everyone is
So damn pathetic
What will it take to make you realize
What you're saying
Must I be a living example of what
You're contemplating
I'm so sick
Of all of these reminders
Of who I am
And who I don't wanna be
They think it's funny
But that is really
How I feel
I don't even know
What's even real
Not temporary
Just permanent
Honestly I wish I wasn't
So apologetic
When everything and everyone is
So damn pathetic
What will it take to make you realize
What you're saying
Must I be a living example of what
You are contemplating
And I'll say
Don't worry
And I'll say
Don't worry now
I'm fine
But I'll never be just right
You're the archetype
Honestly I wish I wasn't
So apologetic
When everything and everyone is
So damn pathetic
What will it take to make you realize
What you're saying
Must I be a living example of what
You're contemplating
Not temporary
Not temporary
Not temporary
Just permanent