I jumped over barricades just to fall into deeper holes
I tried to patch them up but I unhinged and lost control
Realizing now that you and I are a losing fight
Cause all you saw was him when you looked into my eyes
I'm stuck in the middle of all this cause I can't leave you behind
I feel so delusional hoping all the time
That one day you'll see me as more than just a second place in line
But it won't ever be
And it's clear to see
That your heart
Never belonged to me
Another step back again thinking on how it all went wrong
These words that you said to me
They still stay even though you're gone
I'm falling down and fading out I'm another left behind
To carry on all the weight you gave me
Thats crushing me with time
I'm stuck in the middle of all this cause I can't leave you behind
I feel so delusional hoping all the time
That one day you'll see me as more than just a second place in line
But it won't ever be
And it's clear to see
That your heart
Never belonged to me
I'm a mess
I was a wreck when you were here
And I confess
That I still think about you
But I'm going to stay clear
I'm stuck in the middle of all this cause I can't leave you behind
I feel so delusional hoping all the time
That one day you'll see me as more than just a second place in line
But it won't ever be
And it's clear to see
That your heart
Never belonged to me