I keep a pack
Of American Spirits
In my backpack at all times
Like Desmond Hume
And Our Mutual Friend
In case of emergencies
My stepdad died
And I felt only relief
That he wasn't here anymore
He called me up
And he threatened to kick my ass
'Cause I didn't call my mom on Mother's Day
When I was 16
She left in the middle of the night
So it seems like she's forfeited
Any obligation on my part to call
I've felt f*cked up
And I've felt that way for a long time
And there's Spirits
In my backpack