Just give me time to cover up
The fake smile that's on my face
It's chiseled wide so you won't find
These things inside my mind
I'll make a list of everything
All the shit that brings me down
A pattern shapes
Seems nothings changed
This place is still the same
Wake up
Take some pills, hideaway
This pain
It never leaves always stays
Long nights
Scared to death, wide awake
Trying
To go to sleep, try to breathe
Sometimes
I just wish I could be
Somewhere
Else that's not killing me
I'm still left alone wandering
In this
Place that will never change
And I've been waiting too long trying to figure out
Why everything goes wrong? What life is all about?